Monday, January 28, 2013

The Mighty Hudson in January

Oh, I almost forgot to post this!
I admit, I love the Hudson River.
She is majestic, winding it's way 300 miles from Lake Tear of the Clouds in the Adirondacks, joining forces with the Mohawk River, and flowing into the Atlantic Ocean at New York Bay.
I take a photo from this very same spot multiple times throughout the year. When spring comes, I look forward to dipping my toes into the freezing water, just for a taste and reminder of the serenity I feel when I will jump all the way in sometime in July.
And it reminds me every single time I encounter this river, whether I'm just photographing the iced jams or I'm gingerly putting a toe or two in, or I'm flipping out of my inner tube to fully submerge myself, it reminds me of this saying by some Greek dude ""No man ever steps in the same river twice". Love love love that saying. 
No, it's not the most jaw dropping view, but it's easily accessible and I pass it frequently while working.
Enjoy this photo, I'll post another one in a few months.

Elderberry Syrup

It's January 28th, 2013.
So it seems like everyone has a touch of some sort of illness right now doesn't it?
Unless you are living under a rock, (which sounds good to me right now), you are bound to run into people that are sneezing, coughing, vomiting, and all sorts of other expelling from orifices.
Remember, I'm a nurse, so this is the kind of talk I have while eating lunch.
Admittedly, I'm currently one of the sneezy people. That's not necessarily unusual for me. I'm prone to allergies, which frequently lead to the minor irritations of sneezing 22 times every morning while trying to get ready to go to work, and red eyes and nose, to the more serious and problematic issues such as sinus infections and respiratory infections.
In any case, my sneeziness usually takes a break in the winter, and goes into high gear in the Spring and Fall, my two favorite seasons which tie with Summer as my favorite. So yeah, basically, usually, my sneezy nose usually gives me a break in the one and only season that I don't really enjoy. Which also happens to be the longest season of them all here at the base of Adirondacks where I live, cause winter here can usually last about 8 months, leaving only four months for the other three seasons. But I find myself sneezing all the time right now, and I'm worried it's going to develop into some kind of illness.
So, I've been using my Neti Pot, and I promise to someday write about a blog about the joy and happiness a lukewarm sinus bath with a Neti Pot can invoke.
But still, I'm sneezing. Every morning. Sometimes I try to wait it out, but then, just as I'm about to apply my mascara I start my sneezing. Practically causing me to poke my eye out with that wand of emerald black which promises to never clump or dry out which is a big lie. And poking out my eye would be even worse than a sinus or respiratory infection. Unless of course you are like a relative of mine. Who once sought treatment in an emergency room due to injuring her eye with a wand of mascara. The handsome, funny, delightful ER doc eventually proposed to her. Of course, they did not marry. Don't be silly, she was not really THAT serious, but he was enough of a gentleman to let her keep the rock. She then went on to poke herself in the eye a few more times, going to different hospitals for treatments, but I don't think she ever got that lucky again. Ok, maybe I'm exaggerating. But I doubt it.
Back to my blog.
So, because I think I may be on the verge of actually getting ill, I decided to finally make some of that Elderberry Syrup. I bought the dried elderberries from Lise Fuller of Adirondack Herbals.
Now, you may be wondering, what in the world is an elderberry? Whatever you do, don't read what it says on widipedia. Instead allow me to tell you what I know, which is not much.
Elderberries grow in clusters on flowering bushes. The berries can be many colors, but you don't want to use the red ones, they can be poisonous. Of course, the elderberry bush has some Latin name but since I'm not a horticulturist, I'm just gonna tell you that the name for this bush during the Middle Ages was the "the witches tree". I'm sure you can see why that appeals to me.
So the berries of this bush have long been used for medicinal purposes, and of course wine.
My berries got placed in a trusty saucepan this evening.
Now, I am making a double batch, because a coworker/friend also has a touch of something that she just can't shake, so I'm making a batch for her, and well, I haven't asked if I could use her name in this blog, in fact, I'm not even sure she knows about this blog, so since I don't have her permission to use her name, we will just call her Shannon Houlihan.
So, that is 2 tablespoons of dried elderberries in that pan and to that I added 4 cups of water.
I then covered it, let it come to a boil, then lowered the heat and simmered for 20 minutes, still covered.
When that was done, I uncovered the pan, and let the liquid reduce by half.

 Then I drained the berries.
Then I added the honey. Local stuff. Not that stuff that comes in the plastic thing shaped like a cute cub bear. This honey comes from Lupo Apiary in Hudson Falls NY, I was unable to find a website for them.
I stirred and stirred. Then jarred it up. I've recently developed a worrisome habit of saving just about any glass jar I come across. So, here is a jar for me, and one for the coworker/friend we are calling Shannon Houlihan.


Directions for preparation did not indicate a recommended dosage, but I'm thinking one teaspoon twice a day will be sufficient. Ok, maybe 2 teaspoons. My batch is not too bitter at all. Tastes rather earthy to me. Of course, somewhat impossible to test the results of intake, if I don't get sick, maybe I just wasn't going to get sick to begin with?


Sunday, January 27, 2013

Rusty

Starting this blog has caused me to notice I'm rusty with my writing skills.
I know the only way to change that, is practice.
All of life seems to be a practice!
But this blog has also opened my mind for the possibility of more, more what exactly is the question that comes next to my mind.
Well, for years now, I've had various sources telling me to "tell my story".
These sources have been teachers, lovers, friends, people in my online community (and mine is so vast I'm almost afraid to admit the extent of it), writers who have actually been published, counselors, and even a man I met once on a blind date.
So, I'm trying to figure out if this is the medium in which to "tell my story".
For now, I'm going to just keep writing. Knowing that probably only myself and maybe 2 or 3 other people are reading this thing.
My new class starts tomorrow, NUR304, and I'm really looking forward to it.
Work is stressful as ever but that's Ok.
I'm finding myself changing my thinking.
I'm realizing I was being more judgmental than I was being compassionate.
A light bulb went off and I was like "wow, no wonder my life is at such a standstill!".
I'm finding my way again. Slowly. Surely. Softly.
Starting with myself and my connection to my heart, to my dreams, my goals, my aspirations.
I sometimes want so much for the world to be a peaceful place, and for the people in the world to be at peace, that I send out my wishes and extend all my energy to help others.
And that just totally drains me cause I've not yet learned how to take care of myself first.
But hey...I'm catching on! Yes, time to take care of me for now.
So that's my goal right now. Take care of me. As a priority. Like as in the most important part of my everyday life. I've really only done it one other time in my life. And the results were amazing.
So let's just see how I do.
I've already stocked the frig with fresh real foods.
I've already got my alarm clock set.
I've got a list on my bathroom mirror of things that are important to me
(things like ---journal 3 things you are grateful for
                       eat an apple with peanut butter on it
                       meditate for 10 minutes
                       walk outside in the cold air for 20 min
                       say a prayer right before bedtime
                       write and mail an actual letter to an old friend
                       look in the mirror and say 5 positive things)
It's OK if I don't hit every bullet point every day, it's OK if I hit only one, or maybe even two.
But I think it is important I change my tune.
So here I go, tomorrow it all starts!
Until tomorrow...here is a photo I took today while out on rounds providing nursing care to the good folks who needed a nurse.......
This is a portion of the Mighty Hudson River near Warrensburg, NY